I am constantly reminded of ho fucked up my life is that I feel like screaming out loud 24hrs a day. I can hear myu inner voice scream pretty much constantly.
Work is a hard drag now. I am at 100hrs a week now and have been for 10 months. I can not get time to exercise or see friends and family. I also eat like crap and miss fresh food. I am told it will get better next year.
My biggest stress right now is running out of money. As a resident I make about 4bucks an hour. That’s is you consider my 400 hour a month job. Also I do not get compensated for manditory journal clubs, academic days, seminars etc. Plus I do not get compensated for creating presentations for academic days, seminars , journal clubs, well u get the picture. I am fucking drained dry and it is freaking me out.
But it will get better I am told.
AMS
